Megan: ÒI didnÕt stop drinking because I didnÕt know how to stop drinking.  I didnÕt know any other way of life. That was what I did on a daily basis. I couldnÕt quit because I was too scared and too ashamed and too hurt of everything that had happened to me . . . I couldnÕt do it on my own. I know I couldnÕt because I had tried É I tried for a day.  I was like, ÒOkay, IÕm not going to drink today.Ó  And of course, when IÕm thinking to myself, ÔOh, IÕm not going to do this.Ó Well then itÕs just an addiction. I just was like, ÔOh alcohol, alcohol.Õ  You know, itÕs like I just knew I couldnÕt quit by myself.Ó