Megan: "I didn't stop drinking because I didn't know how to stop drinking.  I didn't know any other way of life. That was what I did on a daily basis. I couldn't quit because I was too scared and too ashamed and too hurt of everything that had happened to me... I couldn't do it on my own. I know I couldn't because I had tried... I tried for a day.  I was like, "Okay, I'm not going to drink today."  And of course, when I'm thinking to myself, 'Oh, I'm not going to do this." Well then it's just an addiction. I just was like, 'Oh alcohol, alcohol.'  You know, it's like I just knew I couldn't quit by myself."